Fear
Scripture: The
Fifth Sunday after Pentecost (Lectionary
12), A.D. 2016 C
Homily:
Grace, mercy and peace to you from God our Father and from
our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Amen.
Fear. You can smell it all throughout the Gospel text this
morning. This is a story about fear.
It starts off with a small boat crossing deep water. The Sea
of Galilee is about eight miles wide and 13 miles long—not huge, mind you, but
no small jaunt either in an age before outboard motors. As Jesus dozes off, a
mighty windstorm suddenly sweeps across the surface of the water, tossing the
ship about, with high waves sloshing such volume into their craft that the
Apostles are certain they will soon be swamped and drowned.
Throughout the ancient world, and certainly in the Bible,
the sea represents death. It is the realm of chaos, of darkness, of monsters in
the deep. The people of the Bible are terrified of open water, yet when they
cry to Jesus, “Master, awake! We are perishing!” Christ seems almost nonchalant
about their plight. “Where is your faith?” He asks, and with but a word He
rebukes the wind. Suddenly the storm falls silent; suddenly the waves collapse.
And in many ways that calm is more terrifying than the fury of the sea. In
ancient mythologies, the strongest of pagan gods is always the storm god, the
thunder god. But to Jesus the storm is nothing, absolutely nothing. “Who is
this,” whisper the stricken Apostles, “Who commands even the winds and the
water, and they obey Him?”
Having passed through the rages of the storm and waters of
death, the Apostles now find themselves on the other side: amongst the tombs;
amongst the dead. In this pagan land of the Decapolis, in the city of the
Gergesenes, a raging lunatic comes crawling out of the graveyard to meet them.
He is bound with broken chains, feral and unkempt, clothed in rags at best. He
is a wild man, a wolf-man. In biblical times, being unclothed—or at least,
improperly clad—was indicative of a living death. Slaves, prostitutes and
madmen lacked true clothing as a sign of their loss of personhood. This
unclothed fellow here lives in tombs, driven by wild voices, expelled even from
his own heathen community. How would you react if such a creature met you on
shore? I might get back in the boat!
And as if all this weren’t bad enough, the Apostles have to
face the horrific reality that the voices in this man’s head might not be of
his own generation. There are powers at work here even deeper and darker than
the subconscious human mind. This man’s head is full of demons—a possibility so
disconcerting that many today would dismiss it out of hand. Yet the ancient
world was quite familiar with demons. They didn’t understand them as fallen
angels but as infernal gods: dangerous lords of the underworld, whose unholy
pacts could unleash great power but only at great price. These things dwelt in
caves, in deserts, and here in graveyards.
Yet these demons, these unfathomably dark and ancient gods,
suddenly recoil in fear. “What have You to do with us, Jesus, Son of the Most
High God?” the devils shriek. “We beg You, do not torment us—do not cast us
back into the Abyss!” First storms, then madmen, now demons? It seems no matter
how terrifying the foe, Jesus is yet more fearful to them.
Who is this Jesus, that even the winds and seas obey Him?
Who is this Jesus, that even the black spirits of the Abyss rear back in
stammering terror? And so with but a word, this Jesus banishes an entire legion
of demons from a man who for years has shattered chains and raged savagely
amongst the tombs. When the townspeople come out to see what has occurred, they
are shocked to find their demoniac, their local madman, clothed and in his
right mind. Christ has returned to him his sanity. Christ has returned to him
his personhood. He is a man again.
And how do the townspeople react to this astonishing turn of
events? With joy and celebration? With rapture and awe? No. They respond as I’m
sure we would, were we to witness such inexplicable happenings. They react in
fear. Who can this be, this unprepossessing Jew from across the sea, that the
devils flee headlong into swine, and drown in the foam of the sea rather than
stand before His face? “Please, Jesus,” the Gergesenes ask, “please, we beg
You, just go away.” He is too much, it seems, for them to handle. Too much,
really, for any of us to handle.
Amazingly, Jesus does precisely as they ask. He gets back
into His boat along with the Apostles—who by this point must have white hair
and high blood pressure—and He returns to the Galilee. Jesus, it seems, has
come all this way, rebuking storms and banishing demons, for no other reason
than to cure this one lowly outcast man: a man who had no home, no family, and
no hope of salvation; a man who was already living amongst the dead. Yet for
this nobody, this non-person, Jesus crossed the stormy sea and faced down the
powers of hell itself, all for someone whose name God alone appears to know.
Little wonder that our former demoniac begs to return with
them to the Galilee. Oddly, this is the one request in today’s story that Jesus
denies. But notice what He does say to him, because it proves to be the point
of our entire twisted tale: “Return to your home,” Jesus says to the man, “and
declare how much God has done for you.” It is perhaps the most shocking thing
that Jesus could possibly say. Right here, at the climax of our story, Jesus
answers the question which the Apostles have been asking from the beginning. “Who
is this,” they wonder, “that even the storm and the wind, the devils and
demons, obey His command?” And now Jesus answers quite clearly: God. God has
done this. In Jesus Christ, God Himself walks upon the earth. Terrifying doesn’t
begin to describe it.
Within the hierarchy of the human soul, fear is a passion.
It tells us when to flee, and when to fight. Like fire, fear can be a good
servant but a terrible master. We cannot let our fears control us. And we
cannot allow others to control us through our fears. Here we are, modern
Americans, so rich, so powerful, so free—and yet so fearful. Afraid of getting
old. Afraid of dying alone. Afraid of watching our world come tumbling down
about our ears. Some of our fears are justified: fears of war, of violence, of
political demagoguery. Some of our fears are foolish: fears of the unknown, of
the alien, of the other. But we must not let our fears rule us. We must not let
them rage like wildfire, out of control.
We must harness our fears to steel ourselves for the hard
work of healing, defending, and forgiving; the hard work of loving our neighbor,
and welcoming the outcast, and building a community founded upon justice and mercy
and mutual love. We must be brave enough to live virtuously. We must be
courageous enough to pass on to our children the goodness and truth and beauty
bequeathed to us by our forebears. We must be bold enough to live in such a way
that we will not allow violence and fear and prejudice to divide us, to cut us
off from the love of God found only in loving our fellow human beings.
Every day we hear of wars and rumors of war. Every day we
read of senseless killings, of fatherless 20-somethings lashing out in anger with
their society’s rifle of choice—the AK in the East, the AR in the West—at groups
they blame for their own hopelessness and anomie. And yeah, it’s scary. And
yeah, we need to act. But not in fear. We cannot respond to hatred with
ignorance and anger. We cannot demonize our opponents as if they were some
species separate from our own. Christians have always been called to a third
path, a way between violence and surrender; a strong and active love that
embraces faith and reason, outreach and defense; a path that fights darkness
with light, hatred with forgiveness, and death with everlasting, superabundant
life.
We are not just called to stand against unjust death. No, ours
is a charter more scandalous than that. We are called to stand against all
death, everywhere, against the grave itself!—to proclaim the Good News that
Jesus is Risen and we shall arise! Hallelujah!
Ours is a world filled with storms and devils. We find
ourselves cast out upon deep waters, or living already amongst the tombs. But
no one who has seen the face of Christ can ever seriously fear madmen or chaos
or even death itself. God walks upon this earth, wonderful and terrible and
mysterious and inscrutable and unstoppable and all-loving. He is more
terrifying than our terrors, more monstrous than our monsters, and He will walk
upon waters and stultify storms and damn all the devils to meet us in our
madness, to free us from our fetters, to raise us up from our living death
amongst the tombs and send us out to “Go! Go and declare what God has done for
you!”
God is stronger than fear, stronger than hatred, stronger
than death itself. Remember that, when evil seems ascendant and terror gnaws
our bones. Remember that Christ has died, Christ is Risen, and Christ will come
again. Remember that He is on the march even now, and His victory is assured. Remember
this, and rule your fear. For the very things that we are afraid of, the things
that cause us to quail, are themselves utterly terrified of the face of God made
visible in Christ Jesus. And if He is for us, brothers and sisters—then there
is nothing in this world to fear.
In the Name of the Father and of the +Son and of the Holy
Spirit. Amen.
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